nanowrimo kicking our collective ass

ok people, we pushed this little november project to at least 4 of our friends and so now we feel committed, if not to finish, to -- at least -- keep -- trying...

but it's so damn hard. may be that our story idea is a bit weak, or that we just haven't pushed far enough yet past the gatekeeper internal editor to get at the good stuff.
howwwllllllllllinggg we must continue to attempt to try to see if we can get any further.

but our hands hurt, and there's schoolwork to do, and now a freelance job, and oh what about those two boys we are trying to trying to trying to...